How am I supposed to breath without no air? May 30, 2008
I’m realizing more and more how important the people God has placed in my life are to me. My family, obviously. God hand-picked this bunch. You know that saying… “Every family has one?” Yeah… they’re all “one”. Haha. They’ve had my back through everything. They’ve been honest when I didn’t want it and needed it. They’ve let me vent and told me when I needed to get a grip. I wouldn’t trade them for anything in the world and I don’t know what I would do without them.

Then there’s my friends… “Friends are the family you pick up along the way.” They’re the family that I chose, but God put in my path exactly when I needed them. They’re an amazing group who has made me laugh and cry and hope and pray and dream and dance and heaven knows what else. They’ve had my back through my weakest and strongest and brattiest moments. They are the world to me. Especially you, missEK. If only I could take back half of the pushing and pulling I’ve done to this girl… “I loveloveloveloveLOVE YA TO DEATH!!!” In recent days… we just keep getting closer and closer. “God made us best friends because he knew our mothers couldn’t handle us as sisters.” It’s true.

Soo… this leaves me trying to think. These folks are my air… and… what the heck am I gonna do without them next year?? I mean, really, anyone who knows me knows, I believe that life isn’t about things. That’s stupid-talk. A well-lived life is about God, firstly. And, secondly, is about the people that it touches and touch it. No matter where I go God is going to be right next to me, so no worries there. Also, like I told Breanna, your family… they’re the friends you can’t forget about… they’re permanently linked to you by blood, and generally stronger stuff than that. It’s my friends… will we just slowly fade out of each other’s lives? Will we drop to nothing but a signature in a yearbook and a couple of pictures from high school? I sure hope not. So, how do I breathe? Tell me.
3 more days. May 21, 2008
I’m stressing. It’s official.
I’m also waay ready for school to be over.
Worship Team Practice is tomorrow.
We have to get it perfect for sunday!
With No Misty?
Guess who’s leading this band of monkeys?
Yours truly.
K
Why? You know! May 5, 2008
So, why is it that people do the things they know better than to do? Why do I feel concerned over it?
I know it’s not my problem to worry over other’s problems, I know that. Yet, I don’t want to see those I love get hurt… it brings out my mama bear. : )
I know I shouldn’t worry: Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? Matthew 6:26-26 NIV
I just don’t want him to do something he’ll regret. Even the greatest of men can and have had their downfall brought about by a woman. Ugh. No downfalls, por favor.
Prom love. May 5, 2008
So, prom.
It was a blast. Not the best night of my life (It’s supposed to be?) but it was a blast. Dinner took four stinkin’ hours. It was a progressive dinner. Four stops for food, but six stops total. 40 Mil. pics, approximately… There were ten of us, though… I don’t know what we expected.

Drama-rama May 2, 2008
It seems as though that’s all my life is lately. Oy. But it’s all good, because I know, no matter what, God is in control, and to go back to where I was would just be wrong. : ) Haha.
They’re official now… and I’m really upset about it. I’d kinda of like my best bud to not ignore all he’s ever been taught. She’s gonna put faith under fire, and we’ll see just how “Fireproof” he is.
But God is in control.
He has a plan, that I know beyond a shadow of a doubt, I just am not sure how this could cause positive consequences… consequences can be positive… there’s a consequence to every action you make, sometimes it’s good, sometimes it’s bad. We’ll see.
I’m getting my nails done at Erica’s tonight. I’m bringing the tea. : ) Should be fun. I’m tanning today, too. I love tanning. It’s the only time I’m completely warm and all snuggly buggly.
15 days, and the senioritis is getting worse by the second.



