It’s true… anymore… my wishes aren’t for myself… they’re for other people… for their betterment. Weird, huh?
Hello World. June 27, 2008
So… I’m continuing in the same vein of my last post. Growing up. It’s a scary prospect, really. I mean, tonight, I made $28 bucks in tips. Not bad considering I only had 4 tables. What am I gonna do with it? Buy gas and put the rest into savings. See what I mean by “Kati” is boring?
You see, for those of you who don’t know me personally… everyone at home calls me Kati. My name’s Katelynn. So… when I go to college I want to start going by K’Lynn… thus the name of this blog. When I went down to Vanguard I introduced myself as K’Lynn. I think K’Lynn sounds more fun and quirky and… it’s a change. I’m going for a total CHANGE. Don’t get me wrong… I don’t want to be a fake person… I think I am now, though. Well, no. I think I embrace the darker side of my personality. The quieter, angrier, meaner one. Soo… I guess, in welcoming the California Sunshine I’ll welcome the sunnier side of my personality (Metaphor is such a great literary tool). The fun, crazy joyful, friendly (to EVEYONE) gal that I was at camp. All my good traits and I’m going to discard my bad ones like an old diaper. Eewey.
Back in the day… June 26, 2008
Haha. This made me laugh. It also reminded me how fast time is going… I mean, I’m seventeen. In my lifetime alone so many advncements have been made and events taken place… Life is gone in a snap. So you HAVE to live each moment. Live it up.
That’s what I intend to do in Cali. There’s so many things I’ve always wanted to do and try… there’s so many things I want to be. There’s this whole personality inside me that is bubbly and crazy and kind and fun and just great. That person… K’Lynn, came out at camp a little. The person I am at home, though, Kati. She’s faar too boring for my taste. She’s going away. I’m not sure she’s who I am.
I want to have a boyfriend. I want to dance. On a team. I want to sing in front of a thousand people. I want to sing my songs. I want to run down the beach in a bikini! I want to stay out until 2am. I want to be a flirt. i want to speak spanish. I want to help people. I want to be good at something! I want this blog to have a thousand hits! I want to be famous on YouTube!!
I don’t even know who I am or what I’m capable of yet… but I sure want to find out.
Hmm… June 18, 2008
So, since I last blogged…
Graduation was rather lame, but fun. Really, it was. It was just… anticlimatic.
They build it up to be a huge event… to the point where the real thing is kind of a letdown.
Now it’s over.
Camp was rockin’-awesome. I seriously wish I was a boy… I mean, they reenacted braveheart in their dorm with pillows. The girls talked about the worship team and went to sleep. Fo’ shizz?
Now… I have a job.
Pizza Hut. Will the dead-ends never cease? And… I have to find another one. Soon. Ugh.
I also caught this horrendous cold. And, one of my eyes are swollen… I have no idea why. Ugh. NASTY.
It’s just… these days. It feels like I’m getting no where. The same thng followed by the same thing, ya know? I’m bored with my existence. Oy.
For the day:
Love ya bestie.
