I made this. :]
Just… Hold Me. July 4, 2008
I wasn’t kidding about that boyfriend thing… I just want to lay on the beach with someone. Feel like the most precious thing in someone’s world. : ) Do you ever feel that way?
\Wishes/ June 27, 2008
It’s true… anymore… my wishes aren’t for myself… they’re for other people… for their betterment. Weird, huh?
Back in the day… June 26, 2008
Haha. This made me laugh. It also reminded me how fast time is going… I mean, I’m seventeen. In my lifetime alone so many advncements have been made and events taken place… Life is gone in a snap. So you HAVE to live each moment. Live it up.
That’s what I intend to do in Cali. There’s so many things I’ve always wanted to do and try… there’s so many things I want to be. There’s this whole personality inside me that is bubbly and crazy and kind and fun and just great. That person… K’Lynn, came out at camp a little. The person I am at home, though, Kati. She’s faar too boring for my taste. She’s going away. I’m not sure she’s who I am.
I want to have a boyfriend. I want to dance. On a team. I want to sing in front of a thousand people. I want to sing my songs. I want to run down the beach in a bikini! I want to stay out until 2am. I want to be a flirt. i want to speak spanish. I want to help people. I want to be good at something! I want this blog to have a thousand hits! I want to be famous on YouTube!!
I don’t even know who I am or what I’m capable of yet… but I sure want to find out.
Hmm… June 18, 2008
So, since I last blogged…
Graduation was rather lame, but fun. Really, it was. It was just… anticlimatic.
They build it up to be a huge event… to the point where the real thing is kind of a letdown.
Now it’s over.
Camp was rockin’-awesome. I seriously wish I was a boy… I mean, they reenacted braveheart in their dorm with pillows. The girls talked about the worship team and went to sleep. Fo’ shizz?
Now… I have a job.
Pizza Hut. Will the dead-ends never cease? And… I have to find another one. Soon. Ugh.
I also caught this horrendous cold. And, one of my eyes are swollen… I have no idea why. Ugh. NASTY.
It’s just… these days. It feels like I’m getting no where. The same thng followed by the same thing, ya know? I’m bored with my existence. Oy.
For the day:
Love ya bestie.
How am I supposed to breath without no air? May 30, 2008
I’m realizing more and more how important the people God has placed in my life are to me. My family, obviously. God hand-picked this bunch. You know that saying… “Every family has one?” Yeah… they’re all “one”. Haha. They’ve had my back through everything. They’ve been honest when I didn’t want it and needed it. They’ve let me vent and told me when I needed to get a grip. I wouldn’t trade them for anything in the world and I don’t know what I would do without them.
Then there’s my friends… “Friends are the family you pick up along the way.” They’re the family that I chose, but God put in my path exactly when I needed them. They’re an amazing group who has made me laugh and cry and hope and pray and dream and dance and heaven knows what else. They’ve had my back through my weakest and strongest and brattiest moments. They are the world to me. Especially you, missEK. If only I could take back half of the pushing and pulling I’ve done to this girl… “I loveloveloveloveLOVE YA TO DEATH!!!” In recent days… we just keep getting closer and closer. “God made us best friends because he knew our mothers couldn’t handle us as sisters.” It’s true.
Soo… this leaves me trying to think. These folks are my air… and… what the heck am I gonna do without them next year?? I mean, really, anyone who knows me knows, I believe that life isn’t about things. That’s stupid-talk. A well-lived life is about God, firstly. And, secondly, is about the people that it touches and touch it. No matter where I go God is going to be right next to me, so no worries there. Also, like I told Breanna, your family… they’re the friends you can’t forget about… they’re permanently linked to you by blood, and generally stronger stuff than that. It’s my friends… will we just slowly fade out of each other’s lives? Will we drop to nothing but a signature in a yearbook and a couple of pictures from high school? I sure hope not. So, how do I breathe? Tell me.
I miss back then. May 21, 2008
Wishing for what was. For better days. This one makes me smile every time. We’ll see what the summer holds.
Do your thing God. Bring our boy back to us before he gets into any real trouble. Show him your perfect will for his life. Amen
